Before I Continue, I Wish To State The Reason Why I Drew This. First Of All, I Do Indeed Have A Problem Whenever It Comes To This Kind Of Thing. I Am Extremely Self-Concsious And Whenever Someone Says Something Specific About My Body, It Will Get To Me Badly And I Will Get Mad And Sad Altogether. Aside From That, The Main Reason Why I Drew This Is From Comments I Received Today From My Uncle David And My Brother Jeramie, Two Family Members Whom I Despise.

Those Two Family Members Of Mine Always Have Something To Say About Me And Will Always Do So Every Chance They Get. I've Ignored Them For The Longest Time, I've Let Them Say What They Had To Say, But After Awhile - Hey, Enough Is Enough. Once They Both Left To Do Their Own Thing, I Just Broke Down Crying And My Mother Stayed With Me, Calming Me Down As Much As She Could. She Understands What I'm Going Through And How I Feel, Especially Since She Went Through The Same Thing And Was The Same Way Whenever She Was My Age.

After Awhile Of Crying, Draining As Much Of The Sadness And Anger Out Of My System As Much As I Possibly Could, Mother Knew I Needed To Get More Out, So She Insisted That I Go Draw Something To Express How I Feel And She Assured Me That It'd Make Me Feel Better To Just Let It All Out.

Friends Of Mine, Like Pulsie And Hugo, Especially Tei Kiti - They Know How Much Mess I Deal With In This Household And How Long I've Delt With It. So, Believe Me, There Are Times Where Too Many Things Pile Up On Me At Once And I Can't Handle It Whatsoever, Causing Me To Have An Emotional Breakdown. Well, This Is The Emotional Breakdown I Had Today And I Thank God That I'm Feeling Much Better Than I Was Earlier.

I Really Do Wish This Problem Of Mine Would Just Fade Away Because I Can't Stand It Whatsoever. I Know There's Alot Of People In This World Who Have The Same Problem Or I At Least Know Everyone's Went Through This Once, So I'm Pretty Sure You Understand How I Feel. Just So You Know, This Problem Of Mine Isn't Extremely Bad. Whenever It Comes To Me, I Absolutely Adore The Way I Look Until Someone Says Something Specific About My Body Or Something Specific Causes Negative Thoughts To Roam Within My Mind - That's All!

Just Incase, If This Piece Of Mine Has Offended Anyone Whatsoever, I Hope You Can Forgive Me. I Had To Do This - Not Only From The Fact That My Mother Said It'd Make Me Feel Better To Let It All Out, But Also From The Fact That Keeping How You Feel Held Inside Never Did Help. Aside From That, I Do Hope This Piece Of Mine Speaks For Many People Than Just Myself...